Sasha, zhenya, misha, alex, masha listen its Zoya…….please listen and be quiet.


quiet


I was 8………..when I here…………8 do you remember……………………not 8 now but 8 then…………….on street found…(Article 58)


What? where are I?………………………..now!



They gave me the “whole works”


Me as kids are 6 to 14


………….me as kids are there before his eyes to see….you see?


To the whole works….code……..me putting various objects on railroad tracks…..I learned……all kids learn. So I pick up new things, new speaking…how to be…I not care…..on the run, free life carries on from yesterday. All bad thing build me up……..no ideas whatsoever.

If other teeth are weaker than mine then tear the piece away……it belongs to me.


Zoya, stop I can’t hear this……..Misha please let her go on…..Zoya its ok……go on, please.


I’m not afraid, how can I be?

Water please……….I like water and I like swimming in water………do you?….look I swim lots and in the end I ended up at the bottom of a swim place.

Zoya stop…………

They wouldn’t let me swim back up………no legs kicking.

Zoya………………………………………………………..please please

Misha its ok….just wait and listen……..Zoya please

Not be…not being…..keep mouth shut together ……………………………………………………………………yes together…………………………………………….…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..You don’t enjoy looking silly…………………………………………………so me is like a knights princess.


Body gets tickled and tense….most days…. I live well and I lived in the ground……keep away…I care……I tell em……you don’t………….I tell em(Article 58)….so get your hands off me I say

oh no Misha….. stop Zoya that is enough…………….I can’t hear this…its ok Zoya come here its ok…let me hold you its ok its ok……..Masha its ok….please……Zoya its ok……..…………………..masha it is ok

Masha……..I heard this it made me laugh….the unbearable lightness of being nowhere

masha, sasha, alex, zhenya.......listen.......quiet..........misha go on





I came here about 8 years ago or was it 80, I cant remember now...it doesn't matter any more, but I came from a distance.


Listen its just some people, some were couples some not......men and women, dispossessed. I’m saying nothing new here, absolutely nothing you know.


We had love and we have love, some love each other….and we are on trains…across valleys, fields, forests, forests, forests, forests, snow, heat, ice, wind, rain and cold and then water…….perhaps 1hr or was it 1 week or was it 1month or was it 1 year…it doesn’t matter now…really…then we arrived on a place.....I don't know......... or had I heard about it...perhaps I had

We have each other........... work............. and we give up everything, we hate each other and we love each other and we are indifferent to everything….or were we….I can’t remember now it doesn’t really matter or did we realise.... and what was there to realise?…..it doesn’t matter.


Listen I was never cold……………well…..once.........perhaps……but that’s later...it happened later...at the end I remember……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………?



Misha go on…….



Well we did realise of course, how could you not, smells, sounds….and that taste or was it all the same…..


Its what you see in front of you…all the time and every time and I didn’t have a choice…I saw everything in front of me and I know……………everything I know and think and want and couldn’t think….some things know…...perhaps…well yes but I’m not going further…it not so important now..lets leave it…


Please Misha…….go on


Listen…………………… no subject here just the object……… you have to understand this, that is very important to me……..



Then its gone, everything everything do you understand?...do you understand that...remember

Afterwards things re-appear, not in any special order but little moments are disclosed, just things, sometimes random sometimes connected. Incidental or not it’s the pressure of the place it just forces them up and out….things are just reporting back, what they are and what they have done and seen……….




like I have been telling you





Laughing, not connected, sort of slipping, a long time gone perhaps or not, always failing, didn’t want to see, different directions, only me, teeth were good…why do I have to think about these things…


tell them to leave, tell him to leave, tell her to leave, laughing, I thought nothing was fixed…together…laughing….in the end…..laughing……remember what was bad………..but it wasn’t really, laughing…


do you want me to help you up before you leave?…..c’on its not that bad..I tell you…..laughing…..you were there……laughing………..Listen I feel like laughing….let me help you up.

zhenya..............misha I like that...the unbearable lightness of being no one......nice

masha.........this made me laugh when I heard it

misha.........go on

masha........the unbearable lightness of being no one

Zhenya……its possible

Sasha…….I know

Zhenya……Ok

Sasha…….do you feel the seasons change?

Zhenya……yes

Sasha…….In me as well

Zhenya……I know

Sasha…….Lets go

Zhenya……great

Sasha…….ok

Zhenya……you feel it

Sasha…….yes

Zhenya……I know something I wanted to say…you leave your eyes in places

Sasha…….what?

Zhenya……and there are super contradictions

Sasha…….great

Zhenya……touch

Sasha…….I know

Zhenya……who are you?

Sasha…….what?

Zhenya……really

Sasha…….really?

Sasha…….well how are you?

Zhenya……ok

Sasha…….take me to places

Zhenya……ok

Sasha…….corners

Zhenya……ok

Sasha…….turning places

Zhenya……ok

Sasha…….lights

Zhenya……ok

Sasha…….nights

Zhenya……ok

Sasha…….fast places

Zhenya……ok

Sasha…….lost places

Zhenya……ok

Sasha…….time

Zhenya……time is ok

Sasha…….can you hear rain?

Zhenya……always

Sasha…….I think its almost……….

Zhenya……go on

Sasha…….no….its here

Zhenya……I know, always

Sasha…….criminal

Zhenya……yes

Sasha…….your eyes

Zhenya……yes

Sasha…….look

Zhenya……I am…going to

Sasha…….close em

Zhenya……no way I’m dreaming

Sasha…….outside

Zhenya……maybe

Sasha…….gently

Zhenya……silence

Sasha…….singing

Zhenya……no

Sasha…….falling

Zhenya……no

Sasha…….rain

Zhenya……yes

Sasha…….so far?

Zhenya……no…not really

Sasha…….hit it?

Zhenya……yes

Sasha…….call me the

Zhenya……ok ok ok

Sasha…….nice

Zhenya……not bad

Sasha…….free range

Zhenya……what?

Sasha…….if you want

Zhenya……what you put in your mouth

Sasha…….ok

Zhenya……sleep

Sasha…….go on………..sleep

Zhenya……travel to those places……hill and valley……..remember everything……ride

Masha…………misha listen

Misha………….what?

Masha…………look

Misha………….what?

Masha……..….its beautiful






Misha………….I know

Masha…………listen, beauty is in the small things, details, just the little things that make up………………..

Misha………….you contradict things

Masha…………no, feel it

Misha………….everything the other way round

Masha…………yes

Misha………….that’s it

Masha…………turn everything the other way round

Misha………….look at the details